Monday, December 31, 2007,9:32 PM
EVERYTHING IS OVER!!
ytd was our first time doing anniversary..
although i dunno whether counted successful.. but mY taO told us is consider successful.. =))
hahaha..was realli exhausted but realli feel good..
contented..
at first was realli empty
cause is abt 7plus le
we afraid no one comin tt feelin
but slowly more and more ppl comin in and was quite busy
preparation
mY taO wan us to in charge everything
means tt the whole event was lyke under us
is not easy at alL
cause u need to tell those ppl to wear tis
stand by
everything and i was quite fed up in middle of the show
and started to fuck ard
realli hard to control tt moment
although ppl keep tellin us tt toda is ur day so muz "REN"
but i did but some of them are realli
stubbons
and i did tell them nicely but they refuse to listen
...
and realli thxful to yang ming and roger
they realli help us alot alot alot
when i ask them to do anything they nV reject me at alL
and veri supportive
wadever i ask them sure do it good for me
realli thx u guys alot
tis weekend realli damn shag totally busy wif anniversay stuff
almost went ard sg to collect stuff
banner
clothes
send invitation card's
everything
haha
lots of pic taken but i haven saw it yet
plus video
and the new clothin was nice
realli
at first when i went to collect i was lyke
aiya i choose the wrong colour
but actualli not bad la
quite match
=))
haha time now is 1019.. still dunno wanna go where to countdown to 2oo8
nV trY nV noE
Saturday, December 29, 2007,2:40 PM
i maY bE toO harsh!!!
dunno whether have u ever read mY blog but tis for U..
JessmiNya.. indeed im not happy wif ur reason for movinG out.. is toO silly.. u sae tt ur dad dun lyke u to stay out late and so u moved out.. u sae u need freedom..!!
ya i agree tt everyone need their own space and freedom all these.. but the way u choose to get ur freedom izzit rite..? in fact before u moved out do u have the correct concept of wad u gonna do to support urself all tis.? u keep saein tt u need to find 2jobs to support.. but is tt realli a need to hold 2jobs..? and why u keep saein tt u wanna work in pub la.. all blah blah shit..? cant a full time day job enough for u..? u always sae u wanna prove to ur parents la.. tis and tt la.. but the things u doing now do u tink can prove to anyone.? if u wanna prove to ur parents u shld find a proper job.. stable income..
dun forget u already leave ur hse..everything is diff.. u have to start a new life outside.. and have to adapt since u choosn tis path..and must be strong enough to face everything.. not abit of problem occurs den u start to confuse all these.. u must realli plan wad u gonna do to realli support urself la.. if not i tink ur hse is still the best place for U..
i find it veri hard to tok to U.. cause wadever i sae u sure will come out wif ur excuses.. tis wad i hate alot.. why cant u let me finish mY tok den tink abt it.. maybe u tink tt im tokin nonsense.. but dun u noe tt some nonsense make sense sometimes.? we both the same always got lots of excuses to cover ourself.. but when ppl tell u something no matter who.. just listen first.. cause is veri rude to cut ppl's words... and sometime ppl advice did help out...
hope u can understand wad is ur next steps...
nV trY nV noE
Monday, December 24, 2007,12:05 AM
i shldnt sae sO much!!!tis few weeks quite busy wif lion dance stuff.. last week busy chu chi.. den next week gonna celebrate anniversary.. got lots of new lions & dragons.. plus other things lyke bats., kois., drums all tis.. and realli lookin forward to tt day.. hope everything goes smoothly.. =))
hahaha.. tis pic was taken.. eR... i forget le.. hahaha TAYJIAWEN tryin to hide...
anw realli happy to see u from e webcam ytd.. haha.. tt day after u left i actualli dun realli feel good la.. den at nite when recieve ur msg.. sae tt u wanna come back and veri upset!! tt moment i was worried la.. and keep askin mY fren how ah.. got any solution to get u back.. and i tot of get u air ticket and come back straight.. dun stay there le.. wad for suffer there.! u can attach to any hotel in sG wad. tt nite was a hard nite for me.. i keep tinkin of ways to get u back.. and mY fren keep tellin me mai siao la.. wad can u do..? she are already there.. if wanna come back oso have to wait.. i was realli blank.. dunno wad else can i do..
anw left two more weeks. tink u shld quite use to the life there already ba..?
but just hope u are safe there..
btw WISH everYonE MeRrY ChrisTmaS!!
&
HappY nEW YR!! =))
nV trY nV noE
Wednesday, December 19, 2007,7:56 PM
I DUN FEEL GOOD
WORRIED
=/
update tis sunday
quite busy tis few days
Saturday, December 15, 2007,9:44 AM
shout out lOuD.,.
AHHHHHHH..!
attached to jurong camp last wed..the place there actualli nO bad eh.. quite relax toO.. but den for us veri jialat.. we are stayin IN.. and they dun haf extra bunk.. so we have to fill in those bunk wif empty beds.. and worse things is dun even have pillow., blanket., bedsheet... we still need to bring our own bedsheet.. veri jialat hor..and cant realli slp well there man.. maybe toO cold le.. and there got alot of malay ppl.. realli alot.. not i racist or wad la.. just dun feel realli good wif so many malays.. and mY bunk onli got 2 chinese.. melvin and mE.. the rest all malays and indians.. durin tis 2days attachment we cause some trouble them man.. but bo bian.. we are new and dunno how their system going on anw..
the 7 of us realli dun haf any direction at alL man.. we are just trash to let ppl thrown everywhere.. actualli we dun feel good at alL after completed the driving course.. realli.. all of us was confused abt where we are going all tis.. haiz.. nth to sae man....
tml u are settin off to vietnam..
and is real fast man.. haha.. omG.. hey reach there realli muz take good care eh.. u might not use to their food there or things.. try to bring some cookies or biscuits.. tis few days dunno why.. things lyke not going veri well.. haha.. tis morning read the last msg ytd. realli dun feel good.. at first u told me u're free at e nooN time. den later on tell me actualli u not free. wads going on girl.? something troubling u.? maybe u dun feel lyke tellin me.. nVm is oK.. but cheer up.. dun let unwanted stuff spoil ur everything.. aiya forget it. but after u went vietnam muz be real careful la.. 3weeks is damn long man eh.. realli long.. dun always skip meal all tis and take good care girl. i tink i will miss u alot.. baichi.. oh ya.. tt day went pass by airport seein those plane i feelin weird man.. ha.. maybe there's the place send u away...
bon vayage!!!
lastly just feel lyke tellIN
I LOVE U..!
WO AI NI..!
wahahahaha
nV trY nV noE
Monday, December 10, 2007,7:05 AM
IM A FOOL., BIG FUCKIN FOOLLLLLLL!!a stupid fooLFOOLISH!!!im totally fuck up on sat..i spoil my frens moods everything..why why why.....why i keep tellin myself tt i wanna fetch u back..why am i soOo kpO... why i still take mY frens car tt day.. after mY last msg send to u.. u nv replied me.. i tried call u but u nV ans or call back... ur phone just went off...end up cause some misunderstandin.. tt day i nV slp at alL.. AT ALL.. next day still got work.. make me fuckin shag., fuckin shag... i was so tired.. any moment when can rest i will take a short nap.. brotherstt day realli paiseh eh.. i noe i totally spoil u guys mood. u guys just keep quiet.. tt day dunno wad the hell im tinkin.. i wanna send jiawen back is because i noe she is tired tt day so maybe after work she might feel lyke going back but she ever told me tt her fren still enjoy so wun bother to send her.. so i volunteer mYself la. so as to see her toO.... aiya but who noes thing will end up lyke tis.. actualli is small matter la.. and i dun wanna blog tis but in between lyke got some misunderstandin., tt make me damn fuckin unhappy.. realli.. tt day while workin i keep tinkin tt harris wun sae tis kind of thing.. why lyke suddenly happened.. but actualli tt day i plan if i sendin jiawen back. after tt i will go back to take mY shirt as well take some rest den go back.. so i asked grace to slp first.. i nV intend to take ur car go play ard.. and im tired toO.. tt day i msg grace time im at hme already.. just finish bathin.. den intend to take a nap but end up i changed and drove back the car.. by the time i reach grace hme is already 5am. i told mYself i cant slp cause tml takin over lucas. den at there lyke moron sia.. dunno wad to do.. so slpy yet cant slp.. wah realli jialat man......=( for tis post im not blaming anyone..seriously... because is all cause by mYself.. im tt fuckin cb who cause all tis.. nV trY nV noE
Thursday, December 6, 2007,9:13 PM
we are alL slackers
**driver**
realli enjoyed mY driving course wif tis group of ppl
they just simply fun and nice
always craps ard
stunts together
we almost tok everything
laugh together
haha
anw good luck to u guys
takecaRe
i wun forget u guys
=)
nV trY nV noE
Wednesday, December 5, 2007,7:11 PM
rain rain rain..
it started rainin since afternOon. . . . . . . . . . =(
toda was quite surprised cause mY DI tok so much wif me.. cause normally when i just started open mY mouth he will ask me to "shut up".. we started from hobbies den switch to passion den switch to careers... he let me understand tt wads careers...? actualli i already got mY direction after i ORD.. den toda he open another few direction for me to choose.. at first i was totally blur.. can sae mY brain was just blank.. i totally dun understand wad he tokin abt.. den i keep askin and askin.. lucky he toda good mood.. explain to me.. hahaha.. tis the first time we chatted so long.. from the start till we come back mY camp and we parked the vehicle and contiune chattin.. hahaha.. and i was pretty confuse u noe.. realli.. but anw i will slowly get into the topic.. hahaha.. Thx mR LEE. =D
nV trY nV noE
Tuesday, December 4, 2007,6:42 PM
SCARY NIGHTMARE
fuck man.. i cant slp early..
everytime when i slp early sure will have nightmare..
fuckin hell..
ytd i woke up because of tt dream..
realli scary
until now i still feel uneasy
dunno wth is going on
the dream was so real., so real
and i tot i gonna spent mY whole life inside the cells..
lucky is just a dream and hope wun happen
=/
Driving course gonna come to e end..
tis thurday was our last day
fuck
i will miss e ppl there..
happiness time always pass so fast
and is real fast
ppl tt we get along well always need to spilt in e end
haiz
. . .
facebook
i dunno how to use at all man
so complicated
got so many things to add la
send la
dunno wad the hell i sendin too
haha
just play along
u noe tt day i was realli happy eh
we machiam couple sia
realli
realli got tt feel man
quite relax
and i just simply stupid to get out of the van and pluck the grass
i tink ppl see already sure tot i crazy
but i just do it
cause just wanna make u happy
haha
anW is realli fun la
i realli enjoyed tt day =D
nV trY nV noE
Sunday, December 2, 2007,8:58 PM
hahaha.. went shi guan tis afternOon. and now den realli lyke a shi guan.. wif all e new lions.. hahaha looks so colourful.. and happy to see so many lions up there.. dunno why..? just feel greats.. =D
after shi guan meet our ah tao.. went to see the hall where we celebratin our anniversary.. while discussin lets take a picture...** prize giving.. well done harris and recieved a small token from me.. wahahahaha..
the place was nice..
hope tt everything goes smoothly on tt day..
hahaha.. toda went steamboat after everything. and saw mY uncle and his wife.. seldom got to see them or rather sae super long see once.? same thing again they cant recongise me at alL.. haiya. when i went to call him they tot i going the wrong table.. make me abit paiseh. den ppl ard tot wad happen.. mY uncle wife still can look behind tot i tokin to ppl behind her.? OmG.. dun feel realli nice. siaN.. but bO bian la.. nV call them lyke abit disrespect. ya... so.. i went to call them.. =)
dunno why mY tao keep callin me AnG chanG TaT.. lyke takin mY english and chinese name mix together...and i always need to correct him.. everytime meet up always discussin abt our anniv things.. wad we gonna do or haf all these.. and we noe tt he put in alot of effort and time for shi guan.. but sometime we just not happy wif wad he is doing.. aiya dunno la.. =D=D=D
blah blah blah..
hahaha recently totally dun feel lyke bloggin at alL..
drive drive drive.. i lyke e feel when on the road. and im admit im a fuck up driver who always anyhow drive.. tis all thx to mY taO.. he is oso an fuck up driver.. ya realli.. and will try to change mY habit.. =)
im over the limit as a fren.. ya i knew it.. sorrie abt ytd.. maybe i muz understand where im suppose to be.. =) i noe u still cant let go.. ya can feel it.. from now onward i will step back and wait till the day u realli put down everything and started off a new path.. i may not be the one u lookin for.. is ok wif me.? hope sO.! wahahahaha..
lastly realli enjoy ytd.. although keep going the wrong way. but still quite fuN. wahahaha.. =D
nV GivE uP
nV trY nV noE
