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Monday, January 28, 2008,6:38 PM

Course ended toda!! =))



yahOo... hahaha.. feel nice rite now.. =D

while on the way back from sembawang camp.. darius and me was lyke dreamin thoughout the whole journey.. ok i started the topic.. how nice if we have 3millions rite now., how will we spend using tt sum of money...


for me.,
i will donate $500000 to charity.. den e rest see how la.. investment or keep it.. den we tok alot abt tis topic.. cause both of us are money face.? wahahahaha.. den for him he will invests in property.. hahaha.. and we keep dreamin dreamin.. hahaha.. actualli quite fun wif it.. cause realli feel good although is just imagination.. haha..


**hope may turn true**


heyhey.. ytd im at hme the whole day.. i bought mY mum breakfast.. while she's doing the hsework.. and after tt went online and chatted wif TJW.. almost e whole day ba.. but wad i sae to u ytd is actualli how i feel u noe.. haha.. and the "and and and".. for tis actualli i dunno wad to sae.. serious.. and she asked me a veri funni questions... i tink i not gonna write it here ba. arbo later. ha ha ha... anw. . .


i wish to be tt one. =)) hahaha..






nV trY nV noE


Thursday, January 24, 2008,8:07 PM

wasnt tt GOOD!! =((




after tt day i got so fed up.. till now i still not feelin tt good.. haiz



mood swing.



just met lionel.. tis is the first time he came over mY place. and i just meet him for awhile cause i dun feel lyke stayin out... so i went back..



went to storeman course tis week.. super boring.. whole day stay inside the room listenin to wad those form all tis.. wah piang.. attended 3 days i onli noe one form.. tt is "1206" cause tt form if we sign means we haf to pay for it.. im a driver yet still waste time for storeman.. wth..




tt day i got so paiseh to play the cai shen yeh.. and i got so fed up wif ah fei tt moment.. and tt afternoon i called him and ask for share to dance it.. but after i reach the place i realli feel so paiseh.. and i quickly ask for change.. and ah fei play the whole show.. ah fei is a guy wun realli quarrel wif ppl.. still wanna share his angbaO wif me but i nV take... i nV do anything wad for share wif me.. and thx for keepin quiet tt day.. if not dunno wad will happen next..




i wanna stay beside the sea..

i lyke e blue blue sky and sea..

where i feel so content and freedom..

where my stress went off..


i wanna go rendang island..

i lyke e envoirment there..

look so comfortable..

how nice if "we" can go together..


i miss u


im a veri hot tempered guy..

i will realli put in effort to change mY temper..





nV trY nV noE




Monday, January 21, 2008,11:13 AM

hard position..!!


last sat went help out wif the decoration of lorries.. and at first i sae i not going but.. ya i break mY promise. but i got my reason behind la..? tt day onli left wif 3person to decorate 2 lorries tt why i went down to help out. tt day i have orientation for left hand drive.. the orientation end ard 9 plus lucky got mY fren mother's fetch us.. and reached hme ard 10plus.. slack and chk mails den called them asked how's everything.. den lyke jialat lo.. so i went down 12plus to help them... if not wad time den they can finish... haha.. but plus me we still finish the decoration at ard 7plus morning.. super shag.. wake up at 3plus and im late.. rush down to geylang to meet them and sway sway i got stomachache.. den run to the nearby toliet..ytd i got upset stomach... lucky ytd was quite relax cause we just need to make sure everything on the lorries nV drop and light on smoothly can le.. and everything goes normal.. best thing is we dunnid to follow them all the way.. if not super boring wan lo.. but infact ytd was damn bored. =(( and everything end at 1130.. i mean we took out everything from the lorry and kept it end at 1130.. quite fast indeed. haha. =)



It might be U


tis song was recommended by melvin... when we takin nap in e noOn den he suddenly woke up and sing out tis song and ask ard the title.. haha crap.!


i got a funni dream tis morning... a few guys and me was capture by some soldier from dunno where.. and we tryin to escape.. and just nice we saw SAF there.. so we tryin to ask them for help.. and we run and run.. after tt from nO where i met jiawen.. was so nice tt moment. realli. and she told me tt she's going to airport.. i was so happy to be wif her plus going airport leavin tt dunno where.. in the meanwhile passby tis two wake.. and i went to take a look.. damn weird la the dream.. den i was woke up by mY phone.. hahaha.. =))


sometime is hard for me
hard for u guys to understand
but tts mY passion
something i enjoy doing it
as time passes im gonna limit mYself





nV trY nV noE


Saturday, January 19, 2008,12:31 AM

TotallY piSsSed off..

toda was mY temper day..

ytd night i slept quite late cause i cant get into slp.. i was so pekchek till i dunno wads the reason.. i keep turnin left and right.. i got fed up wif it.. and tis morning late for breakfast.. omG the 6 of us over slept.. No onE wake us up i tink.. toda actualli quite slack but mY mood damn bad.. i damn bad mood toda.. and i did tryin to pick fight wif mY bunkmates.. he's damn chao keng.. everytime when we will ask to do sai kang he always walk damn slow la tis and tt.. is realli EVERYTIME.. try tok to him yet nO changers.. and toda makes me fuckin fep up.. and i scolded him.. ytd while they doin stuff 4of us helped to clear the whole bunk.. den toda before book out they just need to touch up abit can le yet he still slowly pack his stuff and walk in and out.. wth.. when i look at him still give me tt funny face.. and i fuck him up.. den he keep quiet all the way.. wth when tryin to tok to u nicely why can u cooperate.. will kill u meh.. why muz be so outstandin while others is doing things.. stupid fuck...


tayjiawen
er.. u muz be angry wif me rite.. i noe the way i replied abit fuck up.. but i realli not in good mood.. i not tryin to throw temper at u.. but i just got too fed up till cannot control..


toda realli bad.. got liondance but i dun intend to go at first but realli no ppl so i went.. plus mY frens.i reached shi guan saw nobody i was damn angry eh.. realli angry den after saw mY taO lorry came i got quarrel wif him.. and i went off.. he tried to call me but i nV ans and he asked mY bro to call me.. i told him i was pekchek and angry toda.. realli after the last msg from JW i more tulaN.. and i told him i dunwan to chu already cause i realli fuckin fed up wif everything.. and tis not the first time i went off.. toda i realli cant control mY temper well.. i just anyhow.. sway till cannot la... =(((




sway tilL cannoT!!


Sunday, January 13, 2008,10:21 PM

hahaha..


dunnid to book in tonight.. yaho0o..=))


toda spend mY day at shi guan.. train up our symbols.. got lots of fun durin tt but the weather realli killin.. but overalL still alright.. haha..




i just edited tis pic..

next week got lion dance and decoration of lorries.. but i dun feel lyke going.. =(( i have spend lots of mY time in lion dance.. tts mY passion but i to set an limits for tt.. because of tis i always reject mY frens when the ask me out or wadever.. and i dun feel good toO but just nO choice.. doing something u lyke is more worth den anything else.. seriously.. but now im gonna to change the point of view.. not wanna sae nonsense but i realli tired of doing tis.... actualli im quite moody now... im not happy after hearin something. i dun lyke to be order.. at lion dance i noe wad to do the right thing at the right time.. but now is lyke is a muz for me to do tis and tt.. but infact i can just dun care and dun go at alL.. why muz i put in so much effort for tis.? im veri softhearted.. tts mY weakness.. realli.. ppl who noe me well will understand.. i a veri easily give in person.. ppl might not agree wif it.. but up to u to believe.. for now alL gonna depends on mY mood already.. im not tryin to act guai lan or wadever.. but tis me JUSTIN ANG T T..


during mY BMT., mY OC told us tis


DUN STEAL ., LIES ., CHEAT


if wanna do., do swee swee ., if not dun dO


i always do swee swee for liondance.. but now i dun feel lyke doing so i dun dO..


better choice.?


mY mum actualli dun lyke me to go lion dance.. but tts mY passion something i lyke since young so she just keep quiet and let me go.. sorrie mother..!





nV trY nV noE




Friday, January 11, 2008,7:32 PM

WoW hO... finally ATEC is OveR!!!


haha.. i was drivin the safety rover durin the atec plus the safety officer.. he's a MAJ.. at first i was abit kan jeong.. cause tis my first detail plus drivin one big shot.? wahahaha.. atec started on monday.. but i tuesday den move off.. waited for 34hours.. super sian.. haha.. actualli not onli me waiting., included mY frens too..

some unhappiness stuff happened but i dun wanna mention..

during the out field realli fun.. seriously.. althought veri tiring.. cause we have been drivin most of the time day and night but is realli adventurous.. haha..

and i got nightmare the first night.. OMG.. hahaha..

ppl at my vehicle got shocked by mE!! haha =))

last friday lucas and me spended nearly 12hours doing tis.. we both was damn shag tt day.. realli veri shag.. nV slp at alL..


front view

black view

hahaha.. i love tis new clothin.. cause i spend 2hours sittin wif tt lady discussin everything.. at first i was afraid tt the colour wun match.. but still not bad la.. hahaha.. =))

actualli i did got lots of things to sae.. during the outfield i keep thinkin tis blog i gonna sae alot of stuff.. but now totally blank.. cause maybe im too tired le.. or something else..?

AHHHHHHHH...!!

plz help me out..

i need someone there for me...!!






nV trY nV noE





Tuesday, January 1, 2008,1:37 PM

TT HIGH FEELIN!! =)))


ytd we were late for count down-ing.. we reach boat quay ard 11plus walk ard the whole boat quay yet cant find a pub to enter.. all toO pack already.. sian.. end up hang ard the river side to countdown as well watch the fireworks..!! the fireworks was beautiful man.. serious!!..

after tt still carry on walkin ard to look for place to chills.. hahaha.. before tt went waiting bar to look for ah sam.. and after tt finally got a place for us to slack.. tts hardrock!! atmosphere not bad.. and the crowd quite frenly toO.. haha.. realli enjoyed ytd.. and i get damn damn high ytd.. veri long nV got tis kind of feelin already... hahaha..

"drink drank drunk"

ya i was drunk ytd..

u guys make me feel great
although we dun meet up often
but still veri enjoyable wif u guys
always wif diff kind of pattern
always send me back when i get drunk
take care of me when im gone
realli thx u guys alot
=)))


Justin will nV forget those fren whom helped me and enjoyed wif me before.! =))


nV trY nV noE